Good Evening Ladies and Gentlemen and Happy Labor Day!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMcRmNVlueg
Mr. Mona's vlog is above sorry it's a little late on my part. (Not that any of the 0 people reading this right now really care (Mr. Mona you're an exception)
Today's quote is: "The first step is always the hardest."
To understand any of what I am about to type you need to understand 2 vital concepts.
1) My Heart and Head are locked constantly in an epic battle to see who controls me/my actions.
2) My heart has yet to lose this battle....
Until a few days ago. And really, it's not even a loss, so much as my heart can not continue the fight for the time being. So it's time to see how good my head dictates my actions. It's going to have to be in control for at least the next two weeks, if not longer. So far it's shown some promise. Like the whole idea of not running into a brick wall seems to be working out. I actually like that one, considering I've been doing that for a long time now. (Sadly Hearts wants to keep running just in case we break through (I said it couldn't fight, not that it couldn't give ideas) And the Heart is raising a few other problems the Head simply can't solve right now. (Mainly :How we eliminate loneliness? Which no one has been able to get right.) Head is still working on rehab right now (yeah I took a few hits this week) and how to brace for the storm coming up (We have a plan). So loneliness, much like the economy, is still the giant elephant in the room. I'm sure most of the two people who may read this at a point in time understand what i'm talking about, but if you don't look at the quote: And think Move on....got it, didn't you?
In addtion I won an award (GO ME!) Apparently, The English Department in College thinks I'm really something special so they're giving me an award and a little bit of foldin' money. Kinda cool, and kinda makes me think That I can actually make it in writing. (One issue my head and heart agree on: I can't make it) So it's fun to prove them wrong. Anyway, Go check out Jimmy's vlog and tell him I said hi
Until Next time, I'll be hitting the old dusty trail
I told you you were a good writer...
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