Hello dear readers, trolls, werewolves, invisible pink unicorns, and all other imaginary creatures. As usual Mr. Mona has decided to grace the internet with his presence and we should all be in awe. Here is the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulo7Bg2dJcg
Today's quote of the day: "What's my motivation?!!!"- every distressed actor.
That's what I've been asking myself for about two weeks now. The question itself doesn't bother me, but the answer really has. Simply put, I have no motivation right now. I have no interest in doing much of anything. It's not because I'm simply bored, but rather the brakes have been slammed and I can't seem to start moving again. I want to feel motivated, but I find myself either in states of unhappiness or sheer apathy, and I don't like it. I want something to make me want to wake up in the morning and get out of bed. I want something to look forward to, and right now there's nothing. And by something, I mean something big. Not just hanging with the gang or something. I think it's because I need some kind of crusade to devote my energies to, and seeing that I no longer have it (Or rather I am slowly in the process of ending said crusade) I feel lost. Hence the title: Now what? What's next for me? I need some kind of jolt, and personally I think I need it really fast because I don't like this whole apathy thing. It's really not for me. I need someone or something to really start the gears turning again so I can shine up my armor and seek the grail.
In more practicle news, I lost my iPod to day, which kinda sucks. My only hope is that a train crew member recognizes its mine, because I'm on the same train every day. If not it's not the end of the world. I was thinking of getting an iTouch anyway. I am pissed about the headphones, but oh well, maybe I'll get some luck tomorrow and find my motivation...but something tells me different about that last point. Well lcomment, let me know what you think and watch Jimmy's vlog.
Until Next time: Adieu
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